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Lifeart

Simplify life:go to the extrem , risk everything , do nothing

Who?:eo.katinka
What?:eokatinkas perception of the situation at the curators house
When?:from 9th till 18th july 12:00 -22:00 o `clock
Where?:curators house ,Estoril,Lisbon
Why?:eoKatinka took part at Rogerio Nuno Costa`s workshop in Berlin .Now she got invited to share and evaluade the expirience of beeing in the curator`s house and work with Dogma

day three

« Hola roger need some time for me to be alone to reflect upon everything.will not come back till I really feel like!Katinka

my project in one sentence

My project is about an experiment on Doing NOthing , waiting for the moment of lightness and the invisible dictatorship.I AM MY DICTATOR!!!

...I was wrong !

dont look at me if I was...

Day one

It was a really exhausting day-talking,talking,talking,listening,thinking-BRAINFUCK!
Again and again I was stressed and felt lost.Giving a presentation , videokameras with 101 unknown spectators...
We started to work, we tried to find a focus.The topic of my project is a real wound and I still feel that I have to fight so much for balance, inner focus and inner peace. Its such a big question and task to find a way to be happy and enjoy life.
To deal with that in the curators house is opening wounds!
I did published a wound without showing anybody how it affects me,how it challengens me and confronts me with so many things.FUCK I am so emotional!
I presented my project in front of the others. I am paniced because I dont know how to go on,I cant relax and trust ,
I WISH I WAS IN PARIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel at the wrong place.I am not an artist-I am a human-suffering paralisis me and brings me away from beeing creativly productive.I NEED TO

RELAX

-good plan for tomorrow!
How could I expose me with such a personal topic ?
What kind of potential has the context at the curators house? Is it just able to open wounds without potential to heal them aswell

nOtes from the day

• The lazy way to sucess
• establish a training of beeing lazy but productive
• PERFORMATIV LAZYNESS

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• define the limits of the context that inspires me
• Create a own filter while waiting for the idea to come to me
• !be aware of the filter and catch the moment to act
• take example fom the children who all the time create real time compositions while beeing lazy in this
  
• 
  

first working day

first working day

To do list 5:

• important &urgent:

-copy and send docments to university
-call Phillip and Maria
-book the flight to lisbon
-pick up the juwellery from Verena
-buynecklace closing
-print Om picture for Alex birthday
-mail Gabi for dates to work at the market
-call back Sandra
-pick up rechargeable laptopbattery

• important but not urgent:

-get a portugues dictionary from mums home
-cooper up my MP3 player
-ask Andreas for recipes "Schüssler salts"
-Call tatjana for summercampjob

• not important &not urgent:

-H&M
-conditoner
-hairdresser

to do list 4

• important and urgent:

- call Maria to organize Italy

-Cleaning and buying food

-clear the fight with Uta

-pick up juwellery at Verenas house

-book the flight to lisbon

-send documents to the finance office

-pick up my rechargeable laptop-battery sponsered by apple

-observe when I get my leg pains and which are stress situation

• concerning my education:

-find a way to get out of the black-white thinking about my path of life

-call employment center

-find out about the grant from the agency "Bafög"

-find out about the age restriction from my hlaf -orphan pension

-send to Mrs.Geisler my application documents

• important but not urgent

-remit Alex the money

- deposit bills to my health insurance

-letter Basti

-to pay in 300 Euro to my saving account

• urgent but not important :

-buy deodorant ,gel and conditioner

to do list 3:

• urgent & important:

-pick up the result from HIV-test
-call Apple strore
-put room anouncement
-fill application forms for the university and give me time to really prove if I want it
-put me in the list for IFA job
-call Claudia
-call Tajana because cleaningjob
-menuplaning

• important but not urgent:

-call Basti for get the money from GASAG
-call Brandes for get my flatsecurity
-tell Christian that i wont do the GFK basis course because its to much new things in my life
-remind Natascha to pay me the money
- appointment for contraception"Portiocup"
-give me time to think about what makes me so sad at the moment
-tell my mum that I love her

• not important but urgent:

-ask Phillip about fasting cause my stomach fucking hurts
-call Simon to book the flight

• not urgent & not important:

-invite Verena and Tom to come on thursday to Yogaclass
-Write down in my diary the nightmare from last night about my fathers death

to do list 2

SImPlifY mY LIfe

short biography

7:07 28 th of april 1984: my mother brought me to earth while my father was buying croissants

· 7:30 21 th of march 1987: getting late to my first day of kindergarden cause I lost my pet on the way

· 15:30 1.th may 1990:I told my mother on the way to the school interview that I will not say any word and I didnt

· 12:00 28th of september 1993: drinking hot chocolat with the neighbour cause I forgot again my keys

· 18:00 3 th of january 1997 the washing machine got broken cause I left some hairneedles in my pockets

· 16:03 5 th of april 1999 my mother threw all the untided things from my room out of the window

· 7:30 1 th of august 2000 feeling ill and staying at home cause I have an exame in school

· 20:00 4 th of july 2004 getting lost in London get find by my first boyfriend and stay there for 1 year

· 22:40 7th 2005 go to the hospital in spain and take the pill after

· 20:15 26 th of 2006 loosing the fly to ibiza cause of the timeswitch

· 9:00 23 th of november 2006 first cancer check

· 19:00 2 th of june 2007 getting my first job in the company of sasha waltz

· 12:00 24 of october 2007 attend a workshop about DOGMA with Rogerio Nuno Costa and forget the task