TO DO LIST-hOW tO SimPLifY mY LIfE: Day one

Freitag, 11. Juli 2008

Day one

It was a really exhausting day-talking,talking,talking,listening,thinking-BRAINFUCK!
Again and again I was stressed and felt lost.Giving a presentation , videokameras with 101 unknown spectators...
We started to work, we tried to find a focus.The topic of my project is a real wound and I still feel that I have to fight so much for balance, inner focus and inner peace. Its such a big question and task to find a way to be happy and enjoy life.
To deal with that in the curators house is opening wounds!
I did published a wound without showing anybody how it affects me,how it challengens me and confronts me with so many things.FUCK I am so emotional!
I presented my project in front of the others. I am paniced because I dont know how to go on,I cant relax and trust ,
I WISH I WAS IN PARIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel at the wrong place.I am not an artist-I am a human-suffering paralisis me and brings me away from beeing creativly productive.I NEED TO

RELAX

-good plan for tomorrow!
How could I expose me with such a personal topic ?
What kind of potential has the context at the curators house? Is it just able to open wounds without potential to heal them aswell

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Biography

7:07 28 th of april 1984: my mother brought me to earth while my father was buying croissants

· 7:30 21 th of march 1987: getting late to my first day of kindergarden cause I lost my pet on the way

· 15:30 1.th may 1990:I told my mother on the way to the school interview that I will not say any word and I didnt

· 12:00 28th of september 1993: drinking hot chocolat with the neighbour cause I forgot again my keys

· 18:00 3 th of january 1997 the washing machine got broken cause I left some hairneedles in my pockets

· 16:03 5 th of april 1999 my mother threw all the untided things from my room out of the window

· 7:30 1 th of august 2000 feeling ill and staying at home cause I have an exame in school

· 20:00 4 th of july 2004 getting lost in London get find by my first boyfriend and stay there for 1 year

· 22:40 7th 2005 go to the hospital in spain and take the pill after

· 20:15 26 th of 2006 loosing the fly to ibiza cause of the timeswitch

· 9:00 23 th of november 2006 first cancer check

· 19:00 2 th of june 2007 getting my first job in the company of sasha waltz

· 12:00 24 of october 2007 attend a workshop about DOGMA with Rogerio Nuno Costa and forget the task

· studies of theater science and esthetical comunicacion at the University of Hildesheim

· 2007 attended an intensive dance programm at the "Tanzfabrik Berlin"

· In her final piece "Reclaiming Space" - february 2008 as in "TO DO LIST"- october 2007 she shows her special interest in interdisiciplinary work and the connection between dance/ performance and audiovisual media

short summary of the presentation "TO Do lISt" november 07 berlin

24 th october 20h:

· 20:25 post my "TO DO LISTS " to the wall

· 20:35 spread out my old clothes in order to open the interactive second hand market

· 20:43 shave my legs cut my nails

· 20:47 change clothes and ignoring that I am shy to be naked in front of unknown people

· 20:48 organize a mechanic from the audience in order to fix my bike

· 20:53 ask a girl fom the audience who was called mareike to cut my hairs

· 20:58 phone Julia while getting a new hairdress

· 21:00 introduce my second hand shop while Alex who is fixing my bike asks me for a screw

TO DO LIST-hOW tO SimPLifY mY LIfE

Freitag, 11. Juli 2008

Day one

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short summary of the presentation "TO Do lISt" november 07 berlin

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